This has been a ridiculous emotional rollercoaster of a fortnight. (I've always wanted to work that in somewhere). I don't know what it IS about February, but it just doesn't seem to be our month...
February 5 - 1st anniversary of losing Jonah
February 10 - 1st anniversary of losing Noah
February 11 - Keith's grandpa passed away, flew out of state for his funeral
February 11 - a family member experienced a miscarriage
February 16 - my great grandmother passed away, leaving tomorrow out of state for funeral
Can it just be March yet? It will be like a new leaf. Isaac is still moving around like crazy - on his same routine every day - and we will finally have another ultrasound in a couple of weeks! I'm exhausted most of the time, but have been running on adrenaline this past week. I still have heartburn daily, nausea most of the day, and I'm still not ready for his arrival! Next week a dear friend is coming over to help me nest in the nursery, so after that I'm sure I'll feel a TON better. I just have to get through THIS week. :(
EDIT: Isaac ended up being born in February, also, to remind us that things are not ALWAYS bad and there's no such thing as bad luck OR superstition.